Sunday, August 15, 2010

CHIPSMORE :))

iloveyou :)

WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KEEP THINGS INSIDE .
Posted 2 weeks ago

For my friends who knows me well,they know that I like to keep a lot inside .I don’t really meant what I said for some particular reason .I don’t know what’s goin’ on with me .It just that I hate when I saw your midnight chit-chats/posts/your convrsations with her on my top news .It makes me think that there’s something more between you guys .Something that’s about to happen .I tried not to think much bout it .But I can’t .Before this I was saying I’m okay with it .Blah blah blah .But after all this shitty feelings ..I regreted it .I’m not okay at all !I lied to you.And I lied to myself .I’m so sorry for saying that I’m perfectly fine even though I am not.I wanted to tell you.I don’t know how .I just don’t wanna you to think that I get jealous for no point at all.Dealing with this is really hard .Well ,I think its better to keep everything inside kan ?And shut my mouth the hell up without complining how or with whom you’ll be friend .None of my bussiness .Pretend like I never had this feeling .Pretend like I never knew bout your status with that girl .Pretend like I never read your convos with that girl .Lastly ,pretend like you never told me how you met that girl .

Damnit !

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PERLU KE ?
Posted 2 weeks ago

Perlu ke nak sebut2 my name ?Just do your own stuff dah lah kan .Semalam nampak sangat nak lovey dovey .

THANK YOU

Every single of your status ,every single of your post .Why ada dia ea ?Oh ,almost forgot ….she’s your girl kan .Your new lil’ girl :)

You seem to have someone new to comfort you when you needed one ,and for you to share laughter with .I used to tell you before this kan ,her job is to take care of you .
Now ,she’s doing good job .Dulu bila I ajak you online mlm,ym-ing dgn I ada jea excuse ?Penat lah,tdo awal lah,online skjap je lah,my brother turn lah,mcm2 .So ,its better to sms je kan .But now,lately boleh pulak on mlm2 ?Havin’ long cnversations lagi .Oh yeah,and my fav point of your post last 2 days :Yg nak love2 ?Even you were jokin’ tht time ,I TOOK IT SERIOUSLY OKAY

It hurts .Thank you so much .

I guess maybe you mmg nak avoid from me .Stupid gila x boleh nak perasan bnda ni .Well,for now ,its better for me to avoid you so then xada lah you feel like I mcm nak 24H je dgn you kan .Then you can enjoy your midnight chats .And yeah ,if you think I’ve hurt you,actually you hurts me more .