WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KEEP THINGS INSIDE .
Posted 2 weeks ago

For my friends who knows me well,they know that I like to keep a lot inside .I don’t really meant what I said for some particular reason .I don’t know what’s goin’ on with me .It just that I hate when I saw your midnight chit-chats/posts/your convrsations with her on my top news .It makes me think that there’s something more between you guys .Something that’s about to happen .I tried not to think much bout it .But I can’t .Before this I was saying I’m okay with it .Blah blah blah .But after all this shitty feelings ..I regreted it .I’m not okay at all !I lied to you.And I lied to myself .I’m so sorry for saying that I’m perfectly fine even though I am not.I wanted to tell you.I don’t know how .I just don’t wanna you to think that I get jealous for no point at all.Dealing with this is really hard .Well ,I think its better to keep everything inside kan ?And shut my mouth the hell up without complining how or with whom you’ll be friend .None of my bussiness .Pretend like I never had this feeling .Pretend like I never knew bout your status with that girl .Pretend like I never read your convos with that girl .Lastly ,pretend like you never told me how you met that girl .

Damnit !